Sunday, October 09, 2005

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Such a failure bf i am.. Been pushing too many back by esther.. even bring my face down, down all the way to hell.. No matter how much suffering i took from u, how much forgiveness i gave to u, u still... i dunno how to say.. I alreally can't take much of this, really can't.. i been telling myself dun push myself too hard, let her go... but this time, i wouldn't.. Guess i am not suitable for her from the start.. i have fail.. shouldn't patch with her at the first place..

Let just.... break off ba.. Surely esther will find a better guy den me.. who will give her all she wan n treat her better ba.. Well, single again... but i nv feel sad at all.. i nv lost anything, just finally know tat i can't be a gd bf.. Gd lesson to me ba..